The Biggest Problem

I am so pissed off, right now. I pay a woman big dollars to take care of my children. It is not my CHOICE to work. I have to work to pay bills and to provide for my kids. I trust the daycare to take care of my children and ensure their safety...
I feel like a fool for trusting anyone with my most treasured possessions...my kids. I recieved my second phone call from Madison's school, informing me that the daycare had forgotten to pick her up for the SECOND time.
I was pissed after the first time, but thought, oh well, mistakes happen. Now, after the second time, I don't know what to do. I do not want my kids going back there... I don't have any other choices.
Then, tonight, while I am bawling my little eyes out, threatening to quit my job, Matthew informs me that EVERYTIME he has picked the kids up from daycare, Logan has been locked in the high chair. Is that how they "watch" the kids. Lock them up so they can't do anything??!!
I wish I knew of someone who would watch my babies, and love them the way I do. Who can you trust these days? The only option it seems, is to quit my job and take care of my own babies...